NOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooooo!!!!!

why ced? why? why did you left me for her? sob sob....

ok cut the crap...just now was only a drama...

ced? why with just simple sentences, all my hope are lost? why?

tinesh-call-cendana-say-same-room-roommate-next-sem <---just like the question from school

then, i have to stay with those 'beasts' again?? Nooonononononooooooooo.....i'll hardly get 3 pointer if i stay with them...they won't study at all!!! all the time game game game...eventhou' they suck at gaming...i can own them and still they wanna play?...sigh...

Dewasa Ini

haiz...bila jam dah tepat kol 12.00 tgh malam @ 0000 hours, sumer org dlm tv2 yg tgh siarkan lintas langsung dr dataran merdeka teros bersorak melompat2 cam org gila...aku makin hari makin pelik, apa la yg gumbira sangat gi konsert2 gitu + nyambut sesuatu keraian dengan bersungguh2 @ fanatik...(adakah aku anti-sosialist?)

mungkin ini masalah saya sahaja atau tidak...atau mungkin disebabkan aku telah dididik oleh mak bapak aku sejak kecik tidak meraikan apa2 keraian yg melainkan keraian dlm kalendar Islam...

aku kagum juga tgk PM kita yg hanya meraikan dengan ala kadar atau bersederhana...itu yg saya harapkan dr seorang pemimpin yg alim...org2 lain disekitar beliau? senyum sampai nampak gigi!!

tapi aku agak tak sedap la tgk ada perayaan gitu walhal baru sahaja Yang DiPertuan negeri sembilan mangkat...sepatutnya tidaklah perlu diraikan sebegitu 'grand'...sama seperti ketika 26 Disember beberapa tahun dahulu ketika negara kita dilanda tsunami...teros sahaja PM batalkan sambutan tahun baru...

ntah la...ini pendapat aku dan apa yg aku lihat dr kaca mata aku...no offense...peace not war...palestine not israel...

Turning Over the 19th Leaf...

Sigh....the 1st sun of the next year will rise up soon...in matter of a few hours, the start of a new dawn shall be a reality...(what am i babbling about...duh...)

2008-the year of challenges

• filled with boring gaps...i mean, too much holiday...from Dis2007~June2008...then from Nov2008~Dis2008....seems like my head going to be dumb...
• my academic records are filled with glory and defeat...(SPM-11A, midterm-2.67 CGPA, Finalterm-3.02 CGPA, SAT-1080, TOEFL-99)
• found new friends, worthy enough to be one of my best friends...(trust-worthy is virtue)
• i experienced 2 kinds of job...waiter and aircraft cleaner...
• got the freedom i wanted...can explore the world on my own...Campus Life Roxx!!!
• i got accustomed to befriending with anyone, and that including the girls...and Juan, i put the GIRL word into my statement, doesn't mean anything fishy okay? (seriously, before this, people start a friendship with me first, rather than me going to them...)
• i met rather-new-for-me kind of people in my dorm...maybe because i'm not from a boarding school...
• i became more fashion-consious...hahax...(1st time i shop with my friends without my parents picking up cloths for me)
• i came back to where i belonged, Shah Alam...(i grew up in Shah Alam before i moved to Kuantan...i felt very comfortable during my stay there)
• i reached my objective to reach at least 175cm in my height...maybe now is around 177cm~178cm...yeah~~
• i can use 'AKU' during my conversation with anyone...haha...no joke, it's the truth...(primary school-"Adam nak gi kedai.", secondary school-"saya nak gi kedai.", Uni-"Aku nak gi kedai.")
• i can finally speak in English without much hesitation!!! (thanx to Cedric!!) before this, i was quite unsure of my skill...

hmm...i don't really like the 'azam baru' idea because it will put a burden to me...i'm a carefree type of person...i don't take problems with too much worry (that's why they call me calm)...so i will just go with the flow of life...like the motto of my blog, life's like a boat, you'll never know where the tides will take you...

Ketidaksabaran....

huhu....sikit lagi nak masok semester 2 dah...rasa cam nak slow-kan masa tapi dalam masa yg sama, nak cepatkan masa gak...yer la, siapa taknak duk lepak kat rumah sampai berjanggut tak wat apa2...tapi aku nak gak enjoy ngan member2 kat asrama...huhu...

yup, harap2 sangat la dpt tukar roommate...nasib la dah kumpul2 sket ahli2 baru bilik yg sekepala ngan aku...harap kitaorg ley kerjasama...

list bakal roommate aku:

• Juan
• Cedric
• Talhah
• Nabil*
• Che Amin*

*mungkin

masih lagi open utk sesiapa yg nak...ekekek...asalkan jangan wat masalah yg sama cam roommate2 aku ngan juan dulu...aku ngan juan perintis room baru nih sebab tak tahan ngan roommate lama...ekekek....

uiks, dgr kata MARA dah start bagi elaun ikot bulan2...aloorr...takley la enjoy...oppsss....takley la nak beli buku....heheh...mana duit aku tak masok2 lagi nih...arghhh

Kebingungan...

ades...macam mana nih...aku dah kata dah kat OSSP yg aku nak tukar Illinois jadi Purdue...tapi OSSP tak bagi apa2 respond pon...koya la aku...

kalo dah pasti diaorg da hantar borang Purdue aku, boley la aku ngan senang atinyer gi bayar collegeboard ngan toefl utk hantar additional score notification kat Purdue...

ades...camner nih?????? kalo aku wat tak kisah mampos aku...dah la markah SAT aku low banget...

Al-Fatihah...

Berkecamuk fikiran dan emosi ku ketika dikejutkan pada awal pagi hari ini...bukan disebabkan untuk mengajak aku berjalan2 (seperti yg biasa dialakukan oleh adik2 aku) ataupon ada tetamu mahu bertandang ke rumah (aku tido kat ruang tamu...heheh)...tetapi oleh satu berita buruk...


sepupu ku, siti aqilah hasanah, telah kembali ke rahmatullah pada pagi ini...mendiang baru saja berumur 2 bulan lebih, namun Allah lebih menyayanginya dan dari Allah mendiang datang, dan kepada Allah sahaja dia kembali...Innalillahiwainnalillahirajiun....mari kita mensedekahkan surah Al-Fatihah kepada mendiang, semoga roh mendiang dimasukkan ke taman2 syurga...aminn...



p.s : selamat tahun baru untuk semua umat Islam...semoga hidup akan sentiasa dirahmati Allah...amin...dan juga semoga roh Allahyarham Yang DiPertuan Besar Negeri Sembilan yang baru sahaja mangkat semalam dicucuri rahmat dari-Nya...

Lesson in Life...

hmm...today and yesterday and the day before yesterday and the day before before yesterday were quite boring that i thought, "heck what i'm gonna do now?? ....." and walked all over my house just to find anything interesting to do...after 20 minutes of random walking-in-search-of-anything-interesting-to-do, i resort to my lappy and opened the link of my favourite bookmarked; OneManga...


well, as i'm quite an avid manga* lover (i reject Malaysian comics*...no offense...thier plot is too shallow), i would spend hours of reading the mangas... (you can call me Otaku for a start... ~.~)... after scrolling through the vast list of the available manga, i resort to Bitter Virgin and Densha Otoko....well just to make things clear, i rarely read anything romantic...i always resort to something action-packed or humorous...


reading manga lets me think back if the situation in the manga really happens in my own life...well, not to say it will never happen although they (the mangas) are fictionous (did i use correct word?). some of the situation MIGHT and CAN happen in our daily life...IMHO (in my honest opinion), i think than reading manga does greater impact than reading novels...no offense...


hmm...for Bitter Virgin, i accidentally clicked on it 'coz it is one of the most popular manga noawadays...the story teaches me to accept a person despite the horrid or dark past or whatever people badmouthing about him/her...although the story is about a girl having a dark past, i can reflect it to men too (i'm not gay okay...) ...every person have their own secret, be it good or bad that can never be shared with others...we have to respect that...people who did something horrible in the past, do not mean that they will do the same thing in the future...and one more important thing, pre-marital sex bring more cons than pros... (*_*)



okay, for the second manga, Densha Otoko (Train Man), which is one of the best manga i've ever come across of...the storyline is very unique and the drawing strokes of the mangaka is unlike any other...very simple yet attractive...the story is about an Otaku guy falling in love with a celebrity-like woman of elegant status...the story is somehow realistic unlike any other manga which depict hard-to-be-true a.k.a impossible love story... well, i can't say much about how would i reflect the whole story to a real life...it is possible, 'coz i've seen many not-so-good-looking guys dating darn-hot-like-chilli-pepper gals (no offense...)...not-so-good-looking guys are not necessarily bad and darn-hot-like-chilli-pepper gals are not necessarily bitchy in nature which most of us (men and women) do think...


well...everything i've written here is just my two cent...peace (V^o^V) <------i learn this from Densha Otoko manga...hahax...there's more actually... (^-^) they can even make a flower and fireworks using just computer symbols...sigh...i wish i can do that...(~.~)"

At Last...

the day before yesterday, a letter came to my house (of course through the postman), bearing the symbol of a company that made me visualised everything that happened on that very day...hmm...non other than the biggest airline company of our country...i cannot show the screenshot of the letter for privacy purpose...

for your information, the case of sexual abuse that happened weeks ago at KLIA, has been covered my the media, or specificly one of the newspaper company in 2 weeks after the incident...although i cannot get my hands on that copy of newspaper...

let's stick to the letter shall we? hmm..the letter stated the name of the person who conducted mischieve on us...good..then, oh ya...most importantly the letter is not a fraud 'coz it has the original full colour letterhead and the signature of the highest member of the MAS security...i thought, WOW...this is serious man!! the top woman of the security organization of whole KLIA has been taking this incident seriously...however, what i was not assured was that the letter stated that "beliau telah dikenakan tindakan dalaman" (almost the same as the original)...errr...hello~~the world is now corrupt...i won't believe such thing as internal action or has been investigated or detained by his own company...i wanted to see that person been taken action in front of my eyes, or send me a proof of anything to back up those words...

hmm..seems like the problem has been solved...i hope that the person won't come to my house late at night to take revenge...haha... (^-^)

Ades...Men-TAG-kan Diri...

*post kali ini akan menggunakan Bahasa Melayu.

hmm...memandangkan member aku, ACAP (haha...siap bold lagi), mahu men-tag-kan diri aku, jadi aku terpaksa lah tunduk dengan apa yang diperlukan seperti yang tertera dalam arahan yg diberi...tapi maaf sebab lambat post...tak jumpa-jumpa handphone aku nak ambik gambar...sesat mana ntah...nih baru jumpa...hahax... (^-^)

1) Take a recent picture of yourself or take your picture of yourself right now
2) dont change your clothes, dont fix your hair..just take a picture
3) paste the picture with no editing
4) post these instructions with your picture
5) tag 5 people to do this "


*memandangkan aku sering atau bakal menulis beberapa artikel yg akan menyentuh sensiviti pelbagai pihak, jadi baiklah aku tidak menunjukkan sepenuhnya rupa diriku...sebagai langkah keselamatan...

(tengok mata aku tuh, ada 'dark ring' dah...sbb hari-hari tido pukul 4 pagi...)

?????? I Want to Believe (as if i want)

hmm...i keep wondering from time to time...why our people keep believing things that are very vague and unproven in front of our 2 tiny eyes...they quickly give up their faith in Allah that only Allah has the power to control this phenomenon and not human...

what i'm babbling about is non other than the 'mystical' chain-letter...for example:

1. seorang saudara bombay telah menerima wasiat ini dan beliau telah mencetak 20 salinan dan mengirimkan kepada orang lain. Ia kemudia dianugerahi Allah dengan mendapat keuntungan besar dalam perniagaannya. 2. seorang hamba Allah telah menerima wasiat serupa tetapi tidak mengindahkannya dan menggangap wasiat ini adalah palsu, maka selang beberapa lama anaknya meninggal dunia

this is only part of the post that i always been receiving since the past few years...through Friendster message and bulletin and through the e-mail...what i understand about the true purpose of the original author of the whole story are:

• want people to pray for him/her own good. (but through wrong way)
• want to attract people's symphaty. (yeah right...)
• want to make people believe their story is true. (don't make me laugh)
• well at least threaten people to believe them. (through ambiguos threat such as your son will die or something that sewaktu dengannya)
• using the Holy matter such as the name of Prophet Muhammad and Allah.

well, to make me believe in such matter will take a lot of effort...i can see through lies for i've been lied for countless times...no such things as forcing people to do this and that and the God will smite you if you don't...even if you don't help, nothing will happen to you, unless if the matter is under the wajib-to-do things...people must clear their minds and thoughts of these ambiguos case that can shake the very foundation of your aqidah and iman...

wallahualam...

Lawak Lawak...

haha...best giler aku tersempak ngan gambo2 yg budak terencat buat nih tadi...nak share ngan korang semua...

ada ker LIMIT x -> 5 gi terbalikkan jadi 5 songsang 90 degree anti-clockwise...wakakak...

ada ker dia suruh carik X gi tunjuk kat sisi condong segi tiga tuh...wakakakka... (^-^)

pergh...boley plak potong huruf n dlm equation tuh lak ai...geeniiiuuuusss....satu step teros selesai... (>.<)

ini la equation yg budak genius buat...renung-renung kan lah... (^-^)

Judge Me Please...

hehe...thanks to aisya, i always wanted to do this long time ago...she did this before in her blog which gave me an insight to revive my will to do this now...i've done this before during the Telekom Scholarship Camp and in Eugene class just before Miss Hanie left us to pursue her dream...

now, maybe this is may seem unuseful to others, but it is important to me as to evaluate what i am really...please any of my friends, do leave comments on what do you think of me, my personality, what do you like in me and if possible what you dislike in me... (^-^)

hope to have replies as i would like to know more about myself and be a better person in the future...as i think that other people know you better than you know yourself...

Gotta change man...

hmm....i noticed that the very day after i resign from my job, i've become very F-ing lazy... sigh...i wake up every 'morning' at an average of 2pm...every single day... ( =.=")

and as the consequences, my body has become weaker than before...i get tired too easily...once i can push-up for 40~70 non-stop, now i can only do 30 average per session...well, i gotta change man...(>.<)

i wanna be fit for nest sem 'cause i want to participate in as many sports as i can...i don't want to be like the last sem, where i always spend my time perambulating (sounds weird) , hanging around KL, and play computer games during free time...sports were my essence during my early days...wise men say "badan cergas, minda cerdas"...well, i'm looking forward to believing that statement...(^-^)

here's the list of what i have to accomplish before i enter the next semester at intec:-

• achieve 50 at least push-up per session (gambatteh ne!!)
  
• revise back pre-calculus syllabus (ugh... (>.<) )
  
• finish up 'The Hobbit' book that i bought last semester. (dah berabuk da)
  
• finish up reading 'Samurai X' manga. (now at chapter 31...170++ to go)
  
• train to wake up at morning (7am if possible...haha)
• download at least 150 movies (now 138 in my collection)
• pay up collage fees (almost forgot...today is the starting day to pay)
  

Running Back and Forth...

i was like a ball, kicked back and forth by two sides....everything was quite confusing....

well its good that this has nothing to do with work or anything related to my past history...haha...funny thing was that it was related to my future planning...

maybe i can be called a whinner for discussing what opt not to be discussed in public due to $%$#^#$% matter...but i cannot hold back and bear the situation if i was involved in it!!

let's get straight to the point...i think that the one who's in charge of my residency collage should be more clearer in matter such as what i'm facing now; the venue to register for the upcoming semester...the things is that i contacted the collage and asked them about this matter... and they told me that i have to register at section 18 student residence area...then afterwards, a friend of mine informed that the registration will take place at section 6...they got the info from the person in charge of the whole collage in student residence....ugh....

they should be clearer in this matter...if not, HELL will break loose on the day of registration and each side will point its finger (maybe even middle finger) to other side to say whose the fault that cause the havoc...such calamity...sigh...

The Conclude...

hmm...last month, i put an entry titled the prelude...so here it is, the conclude...everything that starts has its end...so does my career...

today, by the time i post this entry, i was at home, writing this single entry for the day...not going to work that started at 4.00pm...my pop and mom said: "dah la yeh?..." ....mom pat my head and said something soothing cause my mood was like a boiling pot of lava...i went home flat, throwing away my bag and hit the glass vase...luckily it didn't break...the Duty Officer really took side yesterday...but that't the rule and i have to abide the work rule...but she didn't even have the human sense of the meaning of 'tired'....in other word, 'dasar antara manusia'...other workers knew that she was not an efficient DO, so they hide somewhere to avoid task...

well yesterday was indeed the closing part of my career there...i'll remember the high and low of what i experienced there...there's so much i've gained and little that i lost...here's some summary of what i've gained and lost:

i gained:

• never feel inferior to other people...be it he/she is of great stature...after all, every human being is the same...
• voice out your rights if you are wronged...
• patience is virtue...
• take advantage of your surrounding...
• never lose your head when you're surrounded my problems...
• knowledge to clean aircrafts...
• the experience to know different type of people...

i lost:

• more money than i gained...sigh... (T-T)
  
• my temper a bit...
• my job

see...compared the things i've gained to the things i've lost, there's a huge gap...this work experience was surely be beneficial to me in the future...i'll be more ready to face future challenges and no more problem can break a sweat of of me 'cause i've learnt the problems the hard way...working in the aircraft industry is like working with giants...what an exprience for me!! totally different from working in catering back a few months ago... (^-^)

Here We Go Again...

hmm...today i will go to work again...sigh....seem so wrong to me...after all that have happened...

when i have the paycheck the day before yesterday, i don't even feel happy when i got my hands on that piece of paper...all my sweat and effort were paid off in that green lil' piece of paper...everything seems wrong...i should be happy to receive that money, but deep inside, i don't...

i really 'makan dalam' 'bout the thing the man said to my sister that day...cubit peha kiri, peha kana rasa sakit...thats how things worked...i may seem like a person who doesn't care about things seriously...but if that thing touches my sensitive spot, i'm an unforgivable person...merciless....i will avenge in any way possible...the cunning side of me stayed hidden for long time, and it will come out when things went desperate...a summon will do the job...muahahaha...

maybe i'll just complete the training requirement for 1~2 more days...then i reconsider to quit this job...why continue if i'm not happy to do the job? before this, i was more than happy to do this interesting job despite the challenges i faced everyday...you can read 'bout my experience in my older posts...but now, i only wished that i can quit this job as soon as possible...screw the money i needed to pay my college fees... screw my dream to buy a camera for myself after i received my last paycheck... i'll find other way...

Last Supper...

today maybe the last day i'll be working at the airport...due to the problems we had with the security...


apart from that, maybe we'll file a summon to the racist guy before if i decided to quit this job...he's strayed to far from his responsiblity...touching the sensitive issue and brief sexual harassment...
hope this incident will be an example to everyone...that no one can take advantage over you...know that we have the right as a human...



this cheese spagetti with 3 spicy meat-a-ball may be my last supper 'in-flight'....heh...

Gila Kuasa... (>.<)

just when i thought the day's gonna end in peace, hell break loose...when i tried to remind back the chance for the event to take place at that moment, it seem very ridiculous...and damn 'lucky'....

when i and my sis were passing the guard post in KLIA, came along a man, who was currently working under MAS...in a sudden, he called for my sis...coz she was wearing earphone at that time...he checked whether my sis have declared this item with the police...(yeah, you must declare EVERYthing you have...shit)...
i knew it was my sis's fault to not declared her item...but then, i would't expect the man to be such an F-ing annoying person...the gila kuasa type...my sis was clearly rude to this man when the man checked everything we had in our bag...i also noticed that other people passed through the guard post easily without even being checked...very weird...as if he was checking us to pass his free time...


he was quite angry with my sis's arrogant action and threatened her with his power...i mean his authoritative power, which enable him to fire my sis from her job...bt then my sis said sorry so many time...but the man wouldn't let her go...what more does he want? worship him? pay him? F*ck...i even got annoyed with his gila kuasa act...threatening us...he even said : "jangan kurang ajar...dah la kerja kontrak..."...WTF?...hina sangat ker kerja kontrak brader oi?? then he added up, "nasib baik ko melayu, kalo ko india, memang aku dah tangkap dah bawak naik kereta..." WTFx2!!!!



racist...ugh...i hate these kinda people...be it if they were of my own race...if my own people turned out to be racist, i'd rather happily betray them than being prejudice to other races...why our people still have the F-ing thing called racism??

there are few type of people that i despise the most, and 2 of 'em are racist people and whoever put a splat of mud on my face a.k.a. disrespectful to me and my family members...this situation put a great doubt in my resolute decision to work under MAS for 1 more month...maybe i'll consider to resign after my first paychecque arrived...feel like f*cked up to work under these 'people'...or he/they might not even worthy or the title human...maybe it is just him, not all...but he really did scratch the 2 sensitive spots in my emotionless heart....F him...

Bangkok Dangerous?

Hmm...today and yesterday have been very chaotic...all because of one bloody reason...Somchai Wongsawat...sigh... ( ~.~")



because of him...the riots gathered at the Bangkok Airport...demonstrating their felling for the darn-i-don't-even-wanna-know matter...some kinda of unrest bout something... (=.=)

even the Iran plane's pilot said that it was Somchai Wongsawat whos fault for the imbalance of the air traffic...not the people...hahax...now, all aeroplanes have to park in KLIA which meant DOUBLE the work for me...duh... (>.<)

Shit Happens...

"shit can happen, shit can happen!!"....this part of lyrics of one of Eminem's song played and repeated over and over in my head when i got into Iran plane, AGAIN...ugh...that's my luck i guessed...

my mind was full with the word 'shit' when i saw the toilets on that plane...before this, i only have to vacuum or pick up the garbage on the carpet...but today, as a toilet boy, i have to face the most stinky and slimey toilet i've ever seen!!! aRghhh!!! for you guys to imagine the condition of the toilets in the Iran plane, compare with the common stinky public toilets or school toilets in Malaysia...but the smell was even excruciating for me...for i have to endure it for a long time..."shit!!!! real shit!!! shitty shit!!!" (0.0)

on the contrary, i got to enrich my taste buds with the luxurious, magnifique, unique tasteof the first-class food...one tiny cheese block, that i thought was cheap, was actually cost more than rm10...so tiny...the size of a normal rubbing rubber...so tasty that beats all the cheese from any fast food restaurant chain in malaysia!! then some satays, and fruit muffins...all 1st-class quality and taste... (^-^)

before i sleep for the night, i checked my TOEFL result...and to my surprise, i got quite a good marks that will satisfy me to no end....hahax...not very high, but still proudable...hahahx... (^-^)

Kurangkan Kontroversi, Tingkatkan Prestasi

hahax...i got no idea what to write for the topic of todays entry...so what i wrote maybe can be reflected into my story for the day...

today, i started my shift at 3pm...so i got a lot of time to rest before the work started...i slept like a snorlax last night...hahax...today is just a normal day, but filled with fun for me...i finally got promoted to the job 'BOY' or simply said toilet boy...hahax...the name itself will make people run away from this job... (>.<)

i found the BOY job was so easy, that i dont even break any sweat when cleaning the toilets...the toilets on the plane were not like the toilets you always witnessed everday (the slimy, smelly public toilets)...they are very, extremely, awesomely, magnifique, super, duper clean!!! i just have to clean the mirror only...hahax...then i can finish my job early...

ehemm..well for someone who has finished his/her job early, there were always the 'reward'...hahax...the FOOD!!! the last plane i got into, i ate 2 prawn macaroni, 2 croissant bread, and cups of pure orange juice...hahax...i don't even have to dig up my money to buy food from the cafe... (^-^)

the things that i like today was that people were getting used to me...they were actually very warm and easy to mingle with...most of them were Sabahan, talking Tagalog among their gang...very unique...

i hope that i can mingle more with them...working during the night was a new experience to me...good thing was that i don't even felt the time passed by...8 hours seem very short, and in addition, as a BOY, i don't even have to use much of my scarce energy...hahah...

looking forward to more interesting days ahead...somemore, i'm in the same shift with a 'akak' there...a final sem student from USIM...very talkative...fun to work with her...very sporting and only 22 years old...quite surprised that she was married...later i can dajal her...hahax... (^-^)

*what the heck i'm writing here? well, maybe coz i am too tired to think about great story to tell...sigh...

Conservative mode=OFF, Battle mode=ON

today, i let myself being bullied, ragged, and exploited by the seniors...especially the 'mak cik' type of people there...not all...but just a few of them...they looked at me not as a trainee, but more as a servant ....maybe because i was the youngest worker there, so they took advantage over me...i cannot be angry to them, for i was still in training...so i just have to force myself to endure the tense and my anger till the end of the day... (>.<)

but some of the anger accidentally leak, and i yelled at one of the 'mak cik' as a reflex action...she then felt quite scared to ask any favor from me after that...hahax...sorry but everyone has his/her limitation in sustaining anger... (=.=)

today was filled with ragging from the seniors...i don't know why...they made my job even harder for me...they stole my equipments to vacuum, took my wiping cloth, threw rubbish at the place i cleaned before...what i noticed there was the seniors were lazier than the juniors...the work cycle was unfair to me today...on average, one person has a limit of 2 plane to vacuum per day...and i got 5 planes in just 5 hours of work!!... (0.0)

well...seem like they wanna play it the rough way...hmm...bring it on...roll the dice, i'm in...tomorrow i'll start as a non-trainee....i can wear their standard work uniform...but the most important thing tomorrow, i won't take order from people other than my team leader...maybe they'll think of me as arrogant or whinny person, but i'd rather lose my job than losing my dignity...

Eternal Sunshine After Heavy Rain....(hopefully)

Ah....what a breeze today...not like yesterday...yesterday was hell...today was different...free from problem...free from expectations...free from tutoring...freedom!!!

oh before we get to my work experience today, let's get to the more prominent issue...about the Yoga...i heard from the news yesterday that the Fatwa council has the final decision on the dangling issue of practising Yoga...but the thing i've heard during the news was quite vague so i don't know the real stuff...what i heard was Yoga cannot be practiced my the Muslims...but then, the news reader said can, but not adviseable...have to avoid Yoga...hurm...kinda confused right now...oh well, like i will practice Yoga in the future...even the simple push-ups also i easily get lazy to practice...hahax...

today was really calm, slow-paced, and serene for me...'cause it's Sunday...more small aeroplane came to KLIA today...less work to do...and moreover, no tutoring today!!! i felt like some kinda freedom to do my job independently without the guidance from my tutor, Abang Saidina...not that i hate him, but i wanna learn to do the job myself...

the first thing that i received when i checked in at the office was a task...a jumbo plane was in need of my asisstance...hahax...luckily i got the easiest part of the job to be completed...and i was the first person to finish my task...then, i noticed some workers were gathering at one spot in the plane...i got the hunch that something interesting was taking place there...so i went to them, watching them eating all out... they even took out the mangoes from the fridge...very greedy i thought...well, i won't be as greedy as them...i just took a piece of bread from the warming compartment of the galley...just to fill up my empty stomach with breakfast...

after the jumbo, i got to enter the Garuda plane again, and i saw not-so-beautiful stewardess again...and so far, i noticed only the stewardess of the Garuda Airlines wore sexy clothing...short skirts...duh...contrast to the fact that Indonesia was the country with the most Muslims...they should fix their dress code...even the later-i-worked-on Vietnam Airlines plane stewardess wore very nice, closed, and easy-to-the-eye clothings...

i was quite impressed by them (the Vietnamese) for their courtesy and warm welcome for us, the cleaners when i entered the plane...there were smiles on their face all the time...this was in contrast with the Bangladesh plane that i worked on later...tension-faced stewardess who didn't even know English very well caused me and other fellow workers a hard time to clean their tiny plane...i asked simple question, "excuse me, may i know where's the power plug in this plane?"...and one of the stewardess replied, "#!@#@$#@ plug $#@$!%@" (i don't know what the heck she said...) ...same goes to the Garuda Airlines stewardess...they one called me to complain about the smelly toilet in their plane...they said, "mas, bisa tolong...smelly this toilet...see..so smelly...ada parfume wangian good smell...bla bla bla"...and i was just like standing dumb-founded on to reply to them either in Indon or English...i don't know whether they can understand...ugh...

I think stewardess on every airlines should be proficient with English as a universal language...spoken by the majority of the world's people...so that people from other country can ask for help easily or order anything with much ease...

Series of Unfortunate Event...

due to the support from my friends and other, i'll keep on writing entries 'bout my experiences...thanks all!!

.............*)&&(*)*&%&$%^!!!! why!!! that's what i felt when i got back safe and sound at home (not to forget, ALIVE!!!)...

this 'fortunate' day has taught me a lot of the lessons in life...all because of the strings of unfortunate event that keep on haunting my sister (lucky me), who was also working along with me...but the echoes from the problems that she's gone through today were enough to lower my morale and my spirit (what am i talking about?? duh...)...

i sensed that something gonna happen today as soon as my sister declared to my father bout her carelessly forgot to bring along her hand phone to work...but i kept quiet as it was 6.30 in the f*ckin' morning!!! i was quite high from the vapour of petroleum that my father put in an oil bottle at the passenger seat so i cannot remember much of the journey to the bus stop...

as soon as i arrived at the office, my tutor ordered me and the rest of the trainees to work on a jumbo plane and later on, a Boeing 737...well, that was quite unexpected (as i don't expect to break my sweat early in the morning)...today's work finally forced me to sweat heavily, as the plane's air conditioning system was disabled (saving nyer la MAS)...then, problem arised...my sister lost her security card..."SECURITY CARD !!!!!"...of all the odds, why my sister?? security card, in KLIA compound, was like identification card for you, or simply a second MyKad in KLIA...before we can enter the KLIA satelite area (plane's parking bay), we have to trade our MyKad for a security card...


then she went to search for the lost card all over the place, even in the plane...after quite some time, she gave up and went to report for the loss at the police department inside the KLIA terminal, which was outside of our work area...she went there alone as i cannot accompany her due to my work...a plane was going to land in just a few minutes...the clock struck 12 noon, and nothing was heard from her...then suddenly there's a call for me from the office...it was my sis, calling from the police office...calling me for help...she forgot to bring much money with her to pay up for the replacement of the lost security card...she was crying when she told me her problem...as a blood-brother, i cannot help but to feel sad for her...her problem was like my problem too!! so i came out far from my workplace to hand her my money....

after the incident, my mood crumbled to dust...i didn't talk to anybody...even to my parents...not a single word came out of my mouth since my sister came back to the workplace after things has been settled...the ride home was like a hell ride for me...damn hot...people were packed like sardine in a tin can...i just thought to my self..."can this day be any more unfortunate??"....i've learn a lot from things that happened today...

on the brighter side of my day today, i got to step into one of the Garuda Airlines (Indonesia) plane...the passengers were just finished exiting the plane...i arrived early at the entrance door and got to see the Indonesian stewardess...how to desribe them hmm....imagine the stepmother in the drama 'Bawang Merah, Bawang Putih'...their appearence was quite the same with my example...you judge by you own perspective... (^-^)...and somemore, i hardly have to clean up the Indonesian plane as it was very clean...very clean that i only have to pick up the newspaper only...no trash at all!! i also got to taste the tasty ginger ale that at the first place, i mistaken the ginger ale can as a beer can...it tasted just like the 'kickappo' juice...only better...



i hope that i can hold on to this effort-demanding job for one more month...

The Day Before Tomorrow...

Ugh....my energy was sucked dry by the journey home from my workplace...everyday i have to dig up rm4 just to pay for the bus fare to home and workplace...quite not worth it anyway when i gave a deep thought about this job of mine...but the urging desire to experience a one-in-a-kind job kept me complacent enough to continue working...

day 2, as i predicted yesterday, was very challenging for me...if yesterday i only got to work on only a plane, today i got 4 goddam aeroplanes!! Hahax...the 'hectic' jobs kept me busy for quite a time that i felt time passed by so quickly that 8 hours seem like 2 hours...i handled 2 jumbo Boeing 747-400, the biggest planes in the world before the Airbus A380 came to existence, an Aibus A300 plane, and the small Boeing 737...

one of the jumbo plane belonged to the Iran Airlines...that was my first jumbo jet to work on...i arrived quick at the entrance to the plane so i got to see the stewardess came out of the plane...to my surprise, wrinkle-faced stewardess came out of the Iran jumbo jet...hahax (damn...no cute stewardess ar?)...when i entered the jet, the first thing that flashed into my mind was "ni baru kene hijack ker apa nih?"...the condition of the plane was really like 'tongkang pecah'...seriously!! it was quite a shame that people from islamic countries were 'quite' undeciplined in term of cleanliness...people from MAS airline, i should say, congratulation for being such a wonder in cleanliness...i hardly saw any trash laying on the carpet...plus, MAS Airline got so many cute stewardess...so guys, prefer to use MAS more often okay!!

if i write everyday about my experience at my workplace, this whole blog of mine will be stuffed with just work experience entries...so maybe i'll cut down a bit for entries regarding with my work experience...i'll only write when something interesting really happened to me...regarding pictures for this entry, my bluetooth device was messed up, so later i'll put them right away after i fixed this problem...till we meet again...ciaow...

The Prelude....

Phew...what an exhausting day for me...after weeks of sleeping around and not moving my muscle much did cost me a lot after todays work...

ok, i'd like to tell you about my job in my point of view...hmm...my first impression as soon as i entered the airport; damn coooold....i forgot that airport was not like pudu or KTM station...as i arrived at the airport at morning, the freezing temperature of the aircond and the lighting around the area really have the soporific element that's enough to put me to sleep...but i must hold on tight to my conciousness today, as today was my first day of work...

at the so-called strict guard, post 1, people have to scan their bag...funny thing was that people in KLIA were quite traumatic when someone playfully declared that he/she brought guns/bombs/knife with them, though they did not bring anything with them at all...he who did that can be charged and sentenced to years behind the bar...so jokes were supposed to be at minimum...

the first time i entered my job place, i thought; "am i lost? where's the real company office?" the place was like havoc, literally speaking...something like a small canteen if you remembered your primary school canteen...quite small room, sea of people, tons of laughter...they seemed like they have nothing to do...just sit around until they were called for their duty...

the morning was just all lectures and theory on how they do things there...quite a brain-sweating process for me though, as i have to remember lots of things, and unable to picture them in my mind...

then, at noon, duty called...it was Airbus 330, codenamed 9M-MK_ <--cannot remember this lar...a medium sized airoplane...embarrased to say this...but...this was in fact the first time i ever stepped my foot into an airoplane...hahax...quite like an express bus, but a bit luxurious...however, the economy class seats were way packed closely so it's quite suffocating for me...the job was easy, but quite confusing as this was my first field work...i even forgot to curi2 makan...i saw something like sate at the galley a.k.a the kitchen (>.<) at 1600 hours, my duty ended...i left the work place, still dumbfounded by the things that i have to remember...as soon as the pillow hit the left side of my face, i fell asleep directly...hahax...maybe i don't have the right stamina yet...maybe in 2 more days, i can work like 18-hours per day...hahax... looking forward to the next day, which i presumed to be even more challenging than today...oyasumi minnasai

The Briefing....

Hahax...just finished with my job briefing this afternoon...my quick guess or my initial prediction on how well this job fares to me, urm...i guess this job in fun-filled and exciting!!

the briefer, abang whats-his-name-i-forgot-to-ask told me a lot of things that's awaiting me once i started this job...he delivered his speech on the procedure in KLIA (quite stringent i should say) and the duty cycle...well, sometime i have to work from 7am-4pm, sometime 5.30pm-12am, and sometime from 11.30pm-9am...ugh... (>.<) but he quickly assured to me that this job was not like every-minute-must-do-work type of job...i only have to work when a plane landed...haha...according to the seniors, there should be around 3 planes in average that they worked on per day...

plus, i get to eat free food from the cafe in the airplane!!! Yay!!! for example, a plane that came from japan, i can eat sushi...from india, curry of course...sterloin steak? from europe i guess... (^-^) but surely i cannot la drink the beer and alcohol...i always imagined that drinking alcohol is like drinking the petroleum from the gas station...hahax... (^-^) can't wait to start this job...i'll update this blog on my work if God's willing...hope that i can secretly take pictures on my job place (any electronic devices is forbidden in KLIA)... (>.<)

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i thought that today will be just any day i've gone through...days i slept for 12 hours a day, eat, watch tv, eat, sleep...Zzzzzz...just boring... ( =.=")

but then, while i was sleeping this morning (i don't know whether it's really morning...my 'internal' clock has messed up), i got the hunch that something gonna be different today...i just know it, through this lil' thingy called intuition (not like nostradamus ar)... (=.=)

my father brought a news that a company was searching for workers for one of their department...i can't really recall the full name of the company except the abbrevation AAS (not ASS) ... (~.~) this job requires me to clean the cabin of aircrafts from all over the world...despite it looks like a though kinda job, the seniors told me that this was one of the most non-hectic job they ever do...well, i look forward to believe thier words... (>.<) i don't wanna work 18-hours per day like before!!! I'll die before i get married...huhu... (T-T)

i at first really hesitate to take this job, as i was planning to do other thing this holiday (as if i have a plan... =.=)...but after the interview, the catch for this job was quite lucrative and i quickly nod in agreement when i saw the four digit number in my potential salary... (0.0) i should be starting my job on thursday...

heck, i'll take this as a sign that Allah sent to me...sign that my life gonna be more interesting just like when i accept my first job ever in catering...

i have to do a job to support my university and book fees next sem...i feel a sense of satisfaction when i can pay for something that i use/take/bla3...well this should be my fisrt step to be a responsible grown-up...hahax... (^-^)

Swt.... ( =.=")

at times like this, i was informed that the final result for my exam was on the internet...i gotta check it out right away...

i always expect the worst in this situation...a friend of mine got 3.24 and another one got 3.04 ...to be frank, i was unable to catch up with these guys brains so i expect a 2.8_ something...all because of the precal and reading subject...


as if a miracle had happened in front of my eyes, there i stood in front of my computer, speechless...a result that i assumed to be unlike mine...alhamdulillah...enough said, i don't want to over exaggerate my result...lower than those two results but still satisfy MARA's requirement...

i simply have to work my butt off next sem...but i'll need to alter my life and plan wisely of what i'm gonna go through next sem...maybe i'll start with these:

1. Get a new room different from my room last sem.
2. Get new roommates... (seriously, this one is the main thing i gotta work for)

Yoga... (@.@)

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I never knew this would be as chronic as it is now...

Yoga....the people were arguing about the validity to perform it among the muslims...ugh...suddenly i felt like someone had succeeded in sniping me from far far away...what am i talking about...cut the crap... ( =.=")
the news on Yoga is not suitable for the muslims was newly aired through the media...weeks berfore the incident, me and my group, made an awareness campaign on promoting Yoga as a healthy lifestyle and it was quite a huge success among my classmates...many of them wore our group's trademark souvenir; a nametag printed YOGA on each of them... (^-^)
they said that yoga is against Islam as the objective of yoga is to be free from everything (as they said it) and be one with the God or something like Nirvana...well...i have to agree to them in this matter, and i also have to disagree on them too! (>.<)

as my group had been assigned this campaign for months before the news on forbidding yoga had came up...so we had conducted countless research on yoga, although a bit rushy...but as we got involved deeper into the project, we had learnt quite something about yoga itself...yoga, as a matter of fact, also did not focus on being free from this world....yoga is just simple a light/medium body stretching act that when i did it, i just felt the same like i did on any other stretching activity...i never thought that yoga would lead to separating myself from Allah and be with the hindu Gods...i never acknowledge that there were other Gods other than Allah...

I hope the 'Majlis Fatwa' can resolve this problem as soon as possible...Amin...

Every people has the same God; Allah. They just don't realize yet unlike the Muslims...