Monday, November 24, 2008

Conservative mode=OFF, Battle mode=ON

today, i let myself being bullied, ragged, and exploited by the seniors...especially the 'mak cik' type of people there...not all...but just a few of them...they looked at me not as a trainee, but more as a servant ....maybe because i was the youngest worker there, so they took advantage over me...i cannot be angry to them, for i was still in training...so i just have to force myself to endure the tense and my anger till the end of the day... (>.<)

but some of the anger accidentally leak, and i yelled at one of the 'mak cik' as a reflex action...she then felt quite scared to ask any favor from me after that...hahax...sorry but everyone has his/her limitation in sustaining anger... (=.=)

today was filled with ragging from the seniors...i don't know why...they made my job even harder for me...they stole my equipments to vacuum, took my wiping cloth, threw rubbish at the place i cleaned before...what i noticed there was the seniors were lazier than the juniors...the work cycle was unfair to me today...on average, one person has a limit of 2 plane to vacuum per day...and i got 5 planes in just 5 hours of work!!... (0.0)

well...seem like they wanna play it the rough way...hmm...bring it on...roll the dice, i'm in...tomorrow i'll start as a non-trainee....i can wear their standard work uniform...but the most important thing tomorrow, i won't take order from people other than my team leader...maybe they'll think of me as arrogant or whinny person, but i'd rather lose my job than losing my dignity...

7 comments:

van der shraaf said...

i think it's common to have some bullies in work..it's like in school..but in more challenging form...be patient eh!

Anonymous said...

I have been your silent reader for quite some time but I could feel that you have a good heart...remember, Allah bersama orang yang sabar...

a d a m said...

hmm...my friends label me as an emotionless person back in school...but i have my own certain limit...

guess u guys are right...i should be more patient...i will try to withstand this pressure as much as i can...

gambatteh!!

aisya said...

on the battle mode!! hahhaa. xD

heeee.
its the up n down of working. ;)
so i guess. u juz hve to withstand the pressure. :D

alia said...

dun let others walk all over u..
bout yelling to that 'mak cik'..
i think u shuld aplgse to her :)
(kesian die) dh la mak cik.hehe.
go go adam!

Anonymous said...

Adam!
Dun wrry bout them. U can do it. Jst a month oni n then u mite nvr see them oso. I worked b4 n i quitted after a month coz i kenot tahan being bullied. But u can perservere thru this :)

-Ced-

a d a m said...

thanx all for the support...huhu...

Gambatteh!!~!