today, i let myself being bullied, ragged, and exploited by the seniors...especially the 'mak cik' type of people there...not all...but just a few of them...they looked at me not as a trainee, but more as a servant ....maybe because i was the youngest worker there, so they took advantage over me...i cannot be angry to them, for i was still in training...so i just have to force myself to endure the tense and my anger till the end of the day... (>.<)
but some of the anger accidentally leak, and i yelled at one of the 'mak cik' as a reflex action...she then felt quite scared to ask any favor from me after that...hahax...sorry but everyone has his/her limitation in sustaining anger... (=.=)
today was filled with ragging from the seniors...i don't know why...they made my job even harder for me...they stole my equipments to vacuum, took my wiping cloth, threw rubbish at the place i cleaned before...what i noticed there was the seniors were lazier than the juniors...the work cycle was unfair to me today...on average, one person has a limit of 2 plane to vacuum per day...and i got 5 planes in just 5 hours of work!!... (0.0)
well...seem like they wanna play it the rough way...hmm...bring it on...roll the dice, i'm in...tomorrow i'll start as a non-trainee....i can wear their standard work uniform...but the most important thing tomorrow, i won't take order from people other than my team leader...maybe they'll think of me as arrogant or whinny person, but i'd rather lose my job than losing my dignity...