Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Here We Go Again...

hmm...today i will go to work again...sigh....seem so wrong to me...after all that have happened...

when i have the paycheck the day before yesterday, i don't even feel happy when i got my hands on that piece of paper...all my sweat and effort were paid off in that green lil' piece of paper...everything seems wrong...i should be happy to receive that money, but deep inside, i don't...

i really 'makan dalam' 'bout the thing the man said to my sister that day...cubit peha kiri, peha kana rasa sakit...thats how things worked...i may seem like a person who doesn't care about things seriously...but if that thing touches my sensitive spot, i'm an unforgivable person...merciless....i will avenge in any way possible...the cunning side of me stayed hidden for long time, and it will come out when things went desperate...a summon will do the job...muahahaha...

maybe i'll just complete the training requirement for 1~2 more days...then i reconsider to quit this job...why continue if i'm not happy to do the job? before this, i was more than happy to do this interesting job despite the challenges i faced everyday...you can read 'bout my experience in my older posts...but now, i only wished that i can quit this job as soon as possible...screw the money i needed to pay my college fees... screw my dream to buy a camera for myself after i received my last paycheck... i'll find other way...

3 comments:

aisya said...

adam sabar je lar eh? :)
when the going gets tough, the tough gets going. ;)

van der shraaf said...

certainly this is one of challenges in job...to be or not to be, that's the question

a d a m said...

heh...i might quit the job due to worsened problems...at last, this has got the end...everything that starts has its end...