Monday, October 12, 2009

A Day in History

mugen called me at 7 o'clock in the morning...i did not scold him or blame him for buzzing me that early because he want to confess something to me...so i sit down and hear his problem...

"i just had a dream ...the first thing i dreamt about was my family doing fine back at my home country...it was a piece of memory from a real event i experienced a day before when my father texted me to say things were fine there...before this, we lived in a broken condition where my family suffer from great financial distress and we fought a lot...

when i remembered that your senior...what's his name again? syanaz right? lost his father back then, i felt terrible...every piece of the memory i had with my father from the day i can start to remember until now came back to me simultaneously...when i tried to put myself into syanaz's shoes, something that i never expected happened...

the first tears came out and i cannot even *ucking control it...it was just a *ucking one drop of tears! u can take note of that on your history book, 'cause the last time i cried was 8 *ucking years ago! well you can say that its like the scene where taylor swift cries silently on her bed in her song 'tear drops on my guitar'...now i realize that i really do love my father...or maybe i was just homesick...you know things are hard in the land of opportunities (america)...so cut the crap, go to sleep bro...sorry to bother you...ciow!"

i said to myself, "#@$*! tak pernah2 aku bangun awal untuk dengar citer nih...siot ar mugen nih!"

8 comments:

van der shraaf said...

i just wonder if mugen is actually within yourself

a d a m™ said...

you can say that we are twins but we are different in many ways...and we are not the same...

Naqib said...

adam nanges!
td tgk ok je
haha
:P

a d a m™ said...

bukan aku la...mugen...

magna_journey said...

kecelaruan identiti?huhu

a d a m™ said...

lebih kepada split personality

aisya said...

^_~ we always love our father, don't we? no matter hw we react to his words or actions. we always do. kdng2 org yg kte pling syg and pling syg kte ni la yg kte sllu hurt kan. sbb kte twu he will always be there no matter what we do to him.

ckp tu kt mugen. :p haha.

a d a m™ said...

hoho..hebat aisya berceloteh...

mugen tak angkat2 call...nnt harap2 dia baca la komen aisya nih... :P