A Day in History

mugen called me at 7 o'clock in the morning...i did not scold him or blame him for buzzing me that early because he want to confess something to me...so i sit down and hear his problem...

"i just had a dream ...the first thing i dreamt about was my family doing fine back at my home country...it was a piece of memory from a real event i experienced a day before when my father texted me to say things were fine there...before this, we lived in a broken condition where my family suffer from great financial distress and we fought a lot...

when i remembered that your senior...what's his name again? syanaz right? lost his father back then, i felt terrible...every piece of the memory i had with my father from the day i can start to remember until now came back to me simultaneously...when i tried to put myself into syanaz's shoes, something that i never expected happened...

the first tears came out and i cannot even *ucking control it...it was just a *ucking one drop of tears! u can take note of that on your history book, 'cause the last time i cried was 8 *ucking years ago! well you can say that its like the scene where taylor swift cries silently on her bed in her song 'tear drops on my guitar'...now i realize that i really do love my father...or maybe i was just homesick...you know things are hard in the land of opportunities (america)...so cut the crap, go to sleep bro...sorry to bother you...ciow!"

i said to myself, "#@$*! tak pernah2 aku bangun awal untuk dengar citer nih...siot ar mugen nih!"