Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Life Philosophy...

here is a small part of my conversation with Juan, my friend...


Juan: **** tu, patah tumbuh hilang berganti...
Me: biasa lar tuh...ada orang yang hidupnye tak putus2 duit, ada yg tak putus2 kasih sayang, ada gak yang tak putus2 cinta...sentiasa silih berganti...
Juan: ....
Me: manusia nih semuanya sama...kalo orang tuh lebih kat bab cinta, mesti dia kurang kat bab lain...
Juan: dah tuh, kita nih jenis yang mana?

and the conversation went on and on...
but what rekindles my thought is,
that of the theory that all human are the same...
i,
would have to see how far is that theory proven...
then only i can embrace the grasp of the understanding
close to me...
for example, some of my friends are better at scoring with girls..
they are also top scorer in academics...
not to forget,
luxurious life they had...
however,
God still put the equation into a balanced equation...
they lack in sports, religion, and life skills...
there are some friends,
who lived a hard life,
where money is a major problem for them...
however,
they have a great bond between their families...
and they excel in almost anything...
as for me,
i sacrificed my emotion,
in the exchange of rational thinking...
i can think of a problem in life much more delicately than my fellow comrads..
however,
there is a price that i must pay...
loneliness, happiness, grieve, despair...
i can't really feel those emotions...
eventhough i seem to enjoy my life
by doing things that people normally enjoy,
but to me,
empty....void...nothingness...
that's how great God is...
when i comes in being just...

7 comments:

van der shraaf said...

sometimes emotion really keeps us alive..alive, in this context, means that we are still human..we can have a good academic life, a good job, maybe a wealthy life, but it's emotion which makes us a human..appreciate it, dude..

ct.mashitah said...

hidup kena bersyukur adam..
tgk mcm mashi, digodek2 mcm spesel tp sbnrnye xde pape pn.
awl2 sdeh gle.. lame2 biase.
(er... xde motif? haha)

pemakai sneakers said...

lama xbc adam ngarut2..lalala~
lorx,sape la plak sruh adam hidup lonely2 ni huh??mmg la God syg kat kte dgn wat hidup kte ni balance tp dia syg^2 dgn bg kte options in life.lonely?cari la kawan.emotionless?cari la awek.xyah nk byr price2 nie.xde sape nk amek pun.unless byr mkn yati orait gak ;)

a d a m™ said...

acap: emotion makes us humans? then what about animals? they also have emotion...does that makes us animals too?

mashi: heh...mmg selalu bersyukur pon...sbb masih hidup...

yati: lonely tu cam da jadi motto hidup da...emotionless tuh sbb pengalaman lepas dah ajar yg emosi tu melambangkan ketidak-matangan...

pencuri sneakers said...

klu lonely tu motto hidup,nape tuhan cipta org lain gaks?asal dia cipta hawa utk adam n xbiar adam idup sorg2 jeg.(ni adam nabi tu erk,jgn prasan lak.)emosi tu subjektif.emo,marah,jealousy,lust tu jauh2 kan la.amek emosi mcm epi ke sewel ke cambest gaks.kang jd patung lak xde emosi ne..(pergh,mantap da skil debate ni) XP

a d a m™ said...

emosi buat kita lagi fragile...tu yg aku da exp dari pengalaman...

farah nur said...

menarik. teori tu datang daripada pengalaman yerk?

kalau cenggitu, aq pn nk share jugak. for me, human beings are simple creatures. but emotions make them complicated.