Yoga... (@.@)

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I never knew this would be as chronic as it is now...

Yoga....the people were arguing about the validity to perform it among the muslims...ugh...suddenly i felt like someone had succeeded in sniping me from far far away...what am i talking about...cut the crap... ( =.=")
the news on Yoga is not suitable for the muslims was newly aired through the media...weeks berfore the incident, me and my group, made an awareness campaign on promoting Yoga as a healthy lifestyle and it was quite a huge success among my classmates...many of them wore our group's trademark souvenir; a nametag printed YOGA on each of them... (^-^)
they said that yoga is against Islam as the objective of yoga is to be free from everything (as they said it) and be one with the God or something like Nirvana...well...i have to agree to them in this matter, and i also have to disagree on them too! (>.<)

as my group had been assigned this campaign for months before the news on forbidding yoga had came up...so we had conducted countless research on yoga, although a bit rushy...but as we got involved deeper into the project, we had learnt quite something about yoga itself...yoga, as a matter of fact, also did not focus on being free from this world....yoga is just simple a light/medium body stretching act that when i did it, i just felt the same like i did on any other stretching activity...i never thought that yoga would lead to separating myself from Allah and be with the hindu Gods...i never acknowledge that there were other Gods other than Allah...

I hope the 'Majlis Fatwa' can resolve this problem as soon as possible...Amin...

Every people has the same God; Allah. They just don't realize yet unlike the Muslims...

Bad Hair Day....literally...

I don't know what've gotten into me this morning...when i woke up at noon this 'morning', i felt like every problem i have was coming back to me....one by one...piling up on top of me...suffocating me...ughh....(>.<)

the pressure had taken a toll on me this day that my long hair seem like someone had blown up my hair...i cannot control my hair anymore...i wanted to straighten it strand by strand but i just cant...hmmm...i just have to do the thing that i despise the most nowadays...ugh....getting a haircut... (0.0)

as my father cut my hair inch by inch, i looked at the fallen hair in soberness...i felt like all the hardship i've gone through to keep my hair long since early this year, just *poof* ...gone away like that...snap, snap, snap...50% of my hair left...ugh...all the sweat, hot weather, rain that i and my hair had gone through will be just memories now... (T-T)

keeping long hair was a childhood dream to me...i always wanted to have long hair ever since i was little...maybe around 5 years old...but schools in malaysia just wont let me keep my hair long...so i have to wait until i enter university...hmm...someday maybe i'll start keep my hair after i fly to US...just maybe...just maybe... ( =.=")

TzzzzOzzzzEzzzzFzzzzLzzzz....

Huargh.....ZzzZzzzZzzz....

"adam! bangun cepat oi!!! org yang nak peksa plak tido lagi. haiz..." ....the morning nag exclusively from my mother wakes the serenity of the cold and chilling morning at my grandma's house...Arghhhhhh!! i hate when my sleep is disturbed...my brain cannot think straight...i feel like kinda 'mabuk' when i wake up unwillingly... (@_@)

i almost forget that today is a big day for me....TOEFL test man....rm600 worth of piece of crap test just to make sure that i can enter the overseas university...i do not do any practice for this test since the last TOEFL class with Madam Suzana...hope that my skills won't be too rusty for the test today... (>.<)

Polytechnic Salahuddin that is...my test centre where i should be taking my test...a very huge place i should say...for my friends and me have a little difficulties in searching for the test building...Juan, Yameen, and BeeJay will be taking this test with me....maybe along with 30++ more students from Intec too...funny thing that i don't feel anxious or panic before sitting this test...hmm... (=.=")

During the test, i donno what happen to my stomach...something tells me that i ate the wrong thing for breakfast or i still in my 'mabuk' mode after the calamity for being awake unwillingly earlier this morning...but stil, i maintain my focus and able to do quite well for the test...except for the listening test though...for i have this complicated part of my brain that signal me to sleep everytime when the listening test is going on...i tried to stay awake throughout the listening test but i failed to do so when my nemesis topic is on discussion....the cursed damn 'Literature' lecture...Arghh..!!!!! History boley tahan lagi, tapi Poetry, Arghhghghghghgh!!!!! (>.<)

luckily i ended the test early 'coz i don't want to take the extra time left for every section to review back my question...there's one thing that always condemn me everytime i look back the questions in every exam i take including the PMR and SPM...i always change the answer choice from the correct one to the wrong one...that's why i hate revising my test question if i have extra time to spare...Juan finishes his test at the same time as mine...Yameen on other hand, finishes way earlier than us two...

before i leave my test desk, i notice that the boy sitting at the far right of me is like groaning in pain or somethin' like that..(coz i'm wearing headset at that time...couldn't hear quite well of the surrounding)...well...it is because his computer turn off in a sudden, probably because of the thunder...pity him...he is still in speaking section when he had the bad karma...i don't know what happen to him afterwards...maybe he has to redo the test all over again....mungkin tu cara Allah beri peringatan kat dia, atau ada hikmah disebalik kejadian tu...that's what i hold in my principe of life...there's always hikmah beyond the events that i experience...

as outside is raining heavily, that even in some parts of the shah alam roads are covered by flood...i have to cancel my 'date' with juan for today....we promised to hang out after the test...well that's what wise people call qada' dan qadar...ada hikmah aku tak jadi pergi jalan-jalan...

Darn...why must I (almost) cry??

phew....this time, it's goin' to be the second time I almost cried for centuries...note the word ALMOST ok?...not because of clashing with GF (though i don't have one) or somethin'....but after watching a movie...an indonesian movie...Ayat-ayat cinta to be precise...huhu...

at first, i hesitate to watch this kind of movie as i fear that this movie will be a cliche like any other romantic movie i've watched...but, I was wrong...totally WRONG...this movie is out of this world babe!!! the idea is fresh and it's got many mind-bending, emotion-stirring, awe-inspiring, heart-stopping twist....

there are things in a movie or drama or whatever that can strike directly to the epicenter of my emotion...every element in the movie has what it takes to shake off the brick wall that engulfed my fragile heart...sacrifice, love , friendship, filliality, Islam, family, etc. *not to forget cute actress too! (^-^)

Heh...to be frank, i thought the actress in the movie will be like IN the movie in term of appreance outside the shooting site...heh...teruskan bermimpi adam!! chaiyooo!!!....the actress that played the aisha character, is really different from the movie in the real world...hahah...that's life...heh...i should expect the worst before i expect the good... (>.<)

The most memorable script i noticed in the movie is: Cinta dan keinginan untuk memiliki adalah berbeza...(or somthin' like that). I wont give out more detail about the storyline of the movie, to avoid spoiler...but i would recommend this movie to who is interested in romantic movie with a lot of twist...a 5 out of 5 i should give to honor its original writer whose cognitive creativity created this magnificante magnus creation of art!!! enjoy~~~

Happy + Sad = Hadpy?

Today will be a great day...i can feel the anxiety and anxiousness inside me that make my mood pompously happy...but as the after effect of playing DOTA last night, i felt quite tired. Today, LA final exam...i only managed to cover important topics only...i don’t want to risk my focus by reading other than the important parts that miss hanie had taught me...Luckily, the questions were not as tough as i presumed...they only covers basic topics...however the clause questions really trapped me real bad...i misread the clauses part of the book...so i can only aim at any target and hetam...bang bang bang!!...when i finished answering, the clock just passed 15 minutes from the starting exam time....15 MINUTES??!! Did i really hentam all questions? Uh...nevermind...i just have to cover back my lost sleep time and there i go sleeping on the exam table for 45 minutes...
As the exam finished early, i managed to go back to cendana early...managed to play a couple of two games of DOTA against pro...i got lucky...I beat the so-called pro DOTA player from the room next to mine...I don’t like to kill heroes by going solo...i’m just an average team player...

After DOTA-ing, me, juan, talhah, and cedric took a taxi to sunway pyramid...this was the moment i’ve been looking forward to...today, our class will hold a farewell party...the last time we had a party was at PakLi cafe during Ramadhan...the taxi fare was cheap, thanks to juan...(^-^)
Sunway pyramid is a good place to cuci mata according to cedric...i know what he means...you should know by now too...*uhuk*uhuk*uhuk*hot*uhuk*uhuk*chicks*uhuk*uhuk*.... (^-^)

The first place that we went was the ice-skating court...lots of intec students were enjoying their time skating....there, even the ‘suci’ member of mine also got caught with scandal...hahah...he held a girl’s hand while skating together...hahah...scandal la sangat...kalau aku yang main, sure la kene pegang orang lain...kang jatuh gedebuk lagi malu....heheh...(^-^)

Later, we had dinner at Wendy’s...this is the first time for me...Wendy’s was quite the same with mcD which is situated just across it...only that Wendy’s will cost more....but to compare with mcD, despite the expensive price tag, Wendy’s was worth the money as i had little trouble to finish its humongous burger...my reading and writing lecturers also joined us this time...miss nurul ikhlas and miss farina...our favourite lecturer miss hanie can't join us this time as she was not feeling so well...sob... (T_T)

Next, we planned to go karaoke-ing at Red Box, but as the fare was out of this world, we resort to more-wallet-friendly bowling...i still felt discouraged by my last bowling game 9 months ago...i as the leader of the bowling club of my school, lost to my friends...the worst part was that i only score 24 per game...24!!!! Warghhhh.....luckily i managed to score 90 today after juan and talhah who scored 101 and 94 respectively (cheewah skema giler ayat)...still this score will put my face in the dirt if my old friends know about this... (T-T)
after the game, we walked through from the end of sunway pyramid to the other end of the building to the car park...this was the saddest moment...it’s like we’ll never see each other again...miss farina and miss ikhlas expressed their thanks to us...very emotional indeed... (T-T) ....*i don’t cry la... they won’t be teaching in intec in the coming years...so this might be the last time we’ll see them...luckily miss hanie will still be teaching in intec...if not, there’ll be nothing left from the 3 most problematic lecturers i’ve ever had...there’re like friends to me...not strangers...they taught me the to enjoy life aside from the syllabus...miss farina taught me to move on and don’t look in the past...i’ll remember her words... saying goodbye was the hardest word for me to say at the moment...God’s willing, we’ll meet again in the future...thanks for everything...thanks for the memories...sob...

For Eugenians, today will be the last day we’ll be as a class...next sem, we’ll be in different class, pursuing each people’s dream...i’ll revive the vivid memories we had all this semester...you guys were cool...I was lucky to have you guys as classmates, as friends...sorry if i had hurt you guys...sorry...fret not...be optimistic...next semester, we’ll meet each other again right? Till we meet again...as a last favor for all of you, i made this video...although i'm just new to this movie making... (>.<)

Somewhere i belong.....

Today is one of the few saddest days of my life. But that’s life. Life has its ups and downs. One by one, my friends left me. We i regretted that i overslept last night. As a consequence, i didn’t have the time to say goodbye to them. I didn’t have the chance to ask for their forgiveness in person. Hmm...that’s life...i can’t expect things will go according to my track.

when life is at the best, i should expect the worst to happen in the future. bak kata pepatah, “setiap pertemuan pasti ada perpisahan”. Time is short. Very short. The time i had in the 1st sem of my university life is too short – 4 months. I will cherish the moments i had during my university life, especially with my friends.

In the following entries will contain the pieces of memories i had there. Not all pieces though. There should be something that should be kept secret.